my husband got in a car accident on june 25th. the repairs are going to be at least $500 for this accident. i have had at least 3 panic attacks a day since that day, trying to make ends meet.
my friend is homeless because her boyfriend overdosed on heroin. i was going to try to help her, but we just can’t right now. this is the third person in my life who has died from an overdose so far. we’re dropping like flies and i’m just happy that i kicked my dxm habit last year or else somebody else might be on this account right now making a journal that i had died. i was close, but i’m safe now because i was able to quit.
we have somebody living in my house right now that i hate. a lot of other people hate them, too. especially in the furry community. i will not give a name or any information for my own protection and for theirs. i’m trying to get rid of them. i told my husband it wasn’t ok to bring them here but he did it anyway. that person owes us another $700 for rent and groceries.
i started working at walgreens and i don’t have much time to do art. i only get a few days off and trying to force myself to draw on those days really isn’t working for me. i do my best to try to finish it but unfortunately those commissions are on hold until i can finish what is in my queue. even though i’m working, we’re still not much better off. i can only work the hours they give me and they won’t give me more than 30 because they don’t want to offer me health insurance.
i’m taking my husband off the title to my car and he is not allowed to drive it anymore. this is because of the accident on the 25th and the accident this morning which has ruined the transmission and possibly the tire on the passenger side. he ran into a tree because the steering locked up. this repair will be another $2000 at the least, plus towing costs. we’re still trying to figure that out but i’m expecting another $500.
that’s $3000 for the car to get it up and running. my apartment complex will not let me store the car in my lot because it isn’t able to drive.
i have bills to pay but i think i can handle those with my paycheck, but i definitely can’t handle the $3000 right now. I only have $200 in my bank account and we still need groceries.
[b]i’m taking any help i can because i can’t do this alone. please do not give if you can’t. i will try doing some commissions or design sales to try to raise money. like i said, i can’t really handle any more commissions but i am going to open a waiting list with 20 slots. drawings without backgrounds are $30. drawings with backgrounds are $70. i can do badges for $25 and i’ll be opening up for some sketches to try to get things handled with that.[/b]
for now i’m just going to unwind and calm down because i really don’t want to wind up in the hospital with more debt. i’m already in debt for $250 for my last hospital visit. we really need some help. i took out extra student loans because i am also in school to try to better my situation in the long run. even after the loan money we still only have a few hundred in the bank and our food situation isn’t great. i’m asking for help from my local friends as well as far as rides go or something.
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signal boosts or donations are very appreciated. i’m sorry if i don’t sound very passionate or friendly right now, i’m in shock after this and i don’t know how i can handle this. i’m at the end of my rope and i really want to get high but i have to stay sober. i’m going to AA meetings to try to keep myself clean for now.
i’m really ashamed to ask for help but i can’t do this alone.
thank you guys so much and i love all of you. if i didn’t have this community, i don’t know what i would do. thank you so much everyone. i really love all of you guys.
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